Disclaimer: I do curse and use slang a lot so please DO NOT read this if you are easily offended. Also don't leave any comments on my grammar or choice of language because I won't be changing it.
A lot about myself: I've been fat my whole life (yea I said it but you cant lol). I never had good eating habits and I NEVER worked out so I've always been the little cute chubby girl, or fat cute girl, or the girl that's cute to be big (yea somebody told me that to me (-_-))... Once I got to college I joined a hip hop dance team my freshman year at 215 lbs. Although I am big I turned out to be a great dancer. My first 3 years on the squad I danced almost everyday for at least 2-3 hours but my diet was horrible. I would get out of late practices (11 pm) and go straight to McDonalds or BK and order the fastest biggest meal on the menu. So one day during my senior year of college (2009-2010) I'm looking at myself eat a double cheeseburger in the mirror and I was sooooo DISGUSTED with what I saw. That day I made the decision to start Weight Watchers. While on WW I lost about 40 lbs going from 206 to 165. I changed my lifestyle by continuing to dance with my team and eating healthy. I also always ate dinner practice started at 7:30 pm and rarely ate afterwards. I hate working out so I NEVER went to a gym. We practiced on a track so I would also run laps at the beginning of practices to get any extra cardio. I looked and felt amazing and everyone else couldnt stop telling me the same thing.
Once I got comfortable with maintaing my weight my ass got pregnant.... I love my son and wouldnt give him up for the world. Shoutout to my baby MJ! :-)... The day I went into labor I was back at 206 lbs and not too happy about it. After giving birth in April 2011 I got down to 187 just from breastfeeding. I am in my second year of a 3 year graduate program, I have a full time career, and I am an amazing mother. Needless to say something had to fall by the wayside and that was definitely dance and working out. Somehow my weight went back up to 198 so I decided to get back on WW on 8/22/11... 4 months later I had only lost 5 lbs... WTF?! I heard baby weight was harder too lose but who ever said that shit aint never lied!!!! I ate right and worked out religiously (even tho I hate fucking working out) and barely got results. I even did Insanity for 6 weeks!!! Thats how I lost the 5 lbs.
Anyway, 2012 is a new year and I am determined to get my sexy back! I've started B-12 & Lipo shots and Phendimetrazine to help me because clearly I can't do this alone. As for my diet I'm not doing a low carb diet b/c I think that's ridiculous since I'm just gonna go back to carbs afterwards anyway and I REFUSE to gain weight again after I get this shit off. I've decided to stick with WW because its a great lifestyle change that works for me as far as keeping the weight off. As of right now I dont have too many exercise options. I'm not currently dancing and I don't have the time or money to go to the gym. Oh and I dont live by a track anymore. I currently do Turbo Jam in my living room while my son laughs at me. He thinks me jumping around huffing, puffing, clapping, and snapping is the funniest thing ever lol. My ultimate goal is to be either in a size 8 or 135 lbs (which ever comes first) by the 4th of July. If you made it through this long ass post you might as well join me on my weight loss journey lol.
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